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May 23, 2014

I honestly don't know anymore

Recently, my head has been starting to hurt every single day and I've been trying my best to get rid of it. I have no idea what the cause is though, could it be depression? Is it even possible to be depressed without realising it? Or is my mind dying from boredom? I've been starting to think that I've done something really bad without realising and now... this is what I deserve I guess. I tried playing some video games lately and they drive me insane! Looks like it's time for me to get a new hobby now but I have no idea what lol I'm still learning Japanese but not much progress since I have a hard time remembering Kanji which is going to be a whole lot scarier later on.

I'm not sure if I should build a custom PC anymore since like I said above, I can't stand video games for some reason though it really looks fun to assemble stuff! I might go watch more videos about it later but now I'm just killing time waiting for new 'deals' which is another bad habit of mine. What to do now? I ask myself this too much everyday, way too much. The idea of driving and going out doesn't seem that appealing to me right now, tried picking up my guitar and play some music but ended up putting it back a few minutes after, loaded a bunch of random videos on YouTube but got bored fast and blah blah blah. Can someone recommend me something fun that I missed out? Would appreciate it a lot. (I don't like reading :p) Well, that's it from me! Goodbye.