I honestly don't know anymore

Recently, my head has been starting to hurt every single day and I've been trying my best to get rid of it. I have no idea what the cause is though, could it be depression? Is it even possible to be depressed without realising it? Or is my mind dying from boredom? I've been starting to think that I've done something really bad without realising and now... this is what I deserve I guess. I tried playing some video games lately and they drive me insane! Looks like it's time for me to get a new hobby now but I have no idea what lol I'm still learning Japanese but not much progress since I have a hard time remembering Kanji which is going to be a whole lot scarier later on.

I'm not sure if I should build a custom PC anymore since like I said above, I can't stand video games for some reason though it really looks fun to assemble stuff! I might go watch more videos about it later but now I'm just killing time waiting for new 'deals' which is another bad habit of mine. What to do now? I ask myself this too much everyday, way too much. The idea of driving and going out doesn't seem that appealing to me right now, tried picking up my guitar and play some music but ended up putting it back a few minutes after, loaded a bunch of random videos on YouTube but got bored fast and blah blah blah. Can someone recommend me something fun that I missed out? Would appreciate it a lot. (I don't like reading :p) Well, that's it from me! Goodbye.

Passed my driving test!

Just woke up from my afternoon nap and it feels like a dream that I passed my driving test lol For some reason I wasn't nervous at all and was like 'I'm going to fail' repeatedly in my head since I actually drove kinda fast. Now that's out of the way, all I have to do now is get a job though I have no idea where to apply at >_> I'll probably end up as a driver, sending my little brother to school and picking him up, shop for stuff etc. Oh well, at least I get to drive to places alone and probably hang out with friends more often now...?

That reminds me, it has been almost 2 weeks since I last logged in to my Steam account and it is surprisingly okay though I sometimes have the urge to get back on and play some video games :|

I'll probably get back when the counter reaches to zero? It used to be 100+ hours most of the time (I need help HAHAHA)

I still have a bad habit of buying video games from time to time though even though I have a lot already to finish. Just bought the bundle shown above and I couldn't resist since it was only for a dollar :p

Some random pics

Can I just lay down and stare and the sky for hours?

Still thin like usual :T

I'm still alive?

Hey hey, it's been a while. Decided to stop playing video games for a while since I've finally reached the point where they're not fun anymore and they make me sick! For the past 2 days I have been going out (not with friends of course duh) and not touching my laptop and it somehow feels great though I really have no idea how to kill time now lol Still haven't got my driver's license yet and it's been like what, 5 months? Driving is somewhat fun now since I've learned everything and the driving instructor brought me out the learning area...? I still make silly little mistakes though which worries me since my exam is quite near.

Recently watched Infinite Stratos Season 2 and it was okay but not okay at the same time as I felt that something was missing and I hope Season 3 will be better if they even do make one. Other than that, watched Love Live! School Idol Project which surprisingly has good story and characters in it. I would totally recommend it even to an adult to watch it! Watching them sing and dance together never fails to put a smile on my face :3

(I think I broke the replay button)

That reminds me, I hope that my parents allow me to buy some PC parts next month when we visit Miri. Building a custom PC seems fun (I watched a few videos recently) and scary at the same time lol Only reason why I want a new one is cause my current laptop have some issues when playing games which is pretty darn annoying. NEVER BUY A DELL LAPTOP PEOPLE!!! I'm outta things to write, goodbye.